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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Sleeping the Days Away

    All I really want to do is sleep.  I know that I have a baby to take care of and an apartment to keep in order, but all I want to do is sleep the days away so that I don't have to think about anything.  Once in a while, I wake up, early in the morning, and I feel ok.  I actually feel like I can make it through the day. But most days, it feels like a black cloud is hanging over my head.  I feel dazed and unable to concentrate on any one thing for very long. 
     Before my boyfriend goes to work, he asks me to clean up the apartment.  It's a reasonable request, but I just don't have the energy most of the time.  I just want to stay in bed.  He knows that I have depression and he has been understanding but I know that he gets frustrated with my lack of motivation, sometimes.

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